tired and regret
This is a story which many already experience in their life but somehow it keep returning again and again.
I have been told that the only way to not experience this emotion is by doing your best, but somehow this feeling keep getting back to you again..so whats wrong?
some people regret their decision in lives such as chosing jobs, cars or loves.. i regret that things too, but most of it i regret for not holding hard enough…did i give my best in this?
but when i listen to a songs, it make it a sound simple but why cannot be applied in real lives? why it is so hard to realise what you really want..
today, i feel tired of trying..i even complain to the boss on the top that why did he always try me with something that is very hard to swallow.. i said i m tired of waiting, i am tired for not knowing where this will go, i am tired of wondering what happend, i am tired of asking to my self “was it only me who think like this?” but most of it is that i m tired to wonder if this will be my life in the end if i continue to trying with this while the other side always take me for granted and do whatever she want.
i regret for being a person that i told everyone because but i will endure this coz i know god did give something that his creations cannot take it.
